valentines day 2016 demos

by Rachel Kline

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a couple of shitty garage band demos: here are some songs about trauma and getting your heart destroyed just in time for valentines day

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released February 14, 2016

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Track Name: i know too much
you were next to him when his girlfriend died
you were lying when I found truth
you were raping women when they're passed out drunk
everybody feels bad for you

I think about taking pills when it's all too much
I want to go in your room
destroy what you love
everyone's telling me that I'm fucked up
maybe I just know too much

I started to cry when you were inside me
spent the next day saying sorry I ran
you grabbed my crotch when I was caught off guard
but everybody i know still supports your band

I think about taking pills when it's all too much
I want to go in your room
destroy what you love
everyone's telling me that I'm fucked up
maybe I just know too much
Track Name: it's not you it's me
I am no longer in human form
I go where you place me
I make pretty patterns
In a body I've disowned

I don't want to leave my bed
I don't want to see my friends

I love you
I want to throw up

I love you
but it's not enough

You can no longer push past the layers
no you can't reach me now
you are curious
everybody wants to say they've been here
but no one wants to stay for long
I'm a haunted house

I don't want to leave my bed
I don't want to see my friends

I love you
I want to collapse

you love me
but just not like that

I am not a strong woman
I will write you a million songs
till you take me back
and you'll be looking down at me
from your pedestal
where I put you at
I'm weak, I cannot eat
and "it's not you, it's me"

I'll be your dog
I'll be your slave
I'll be your bride
I'll be your babe
I'll be anything that you want except okay
I'll be anything but okay

if you could just kiss me
kiss me
or just sleep next to me
just sleep next to me
if you could just kiss me
kiss me
I want you so bad that it's killing me

I am no longer in human form
I go where you place me
Track Name: boys
I will accept the things I'll never comprehend
I find myself sleeping in someone else's bed
I will not listen to the fables of a liar
I won't wait up for any boy to change his mind

most days I don't see a point
flesh it out to blood and boys
who fucked with my head

there are some things that my body can't unlearn
that's why I'm weird about sex
I can't see my self worth
I see the way that men look at me on the street
they don't want my crying at 3am
they want my body

most days I don't see a point
flesh it out to blood and boys
who fucked with my head
most days I feel like I'm cursed
when it seems like it can't get worse
I feel lower than I deserve

I wish i didn't have to look the way I do
I scream into an endless void
I break in two
I break in two

Most days I don't see a point
flesh it out to blood and boys
who fucked with my head
most days I feel like I'm cursed
when it seems like it can't get worse
I feel lower than I deserve
Every person that I see
Exists solely to destroy me
I just want to feel pretty
Track Name: brittani's anthem
I pray to a god that I don't believe in
I lay in my bed, my heart is broken

I lost my best friend
the second I hit the floor
thought he was my way out
till he turned into everyone else before

I pray to a god that I thought was stupid
destroyed my body, cuz it is useless

I lost my best friend
the second his brain went numb
thought I was healing
but the hurting's just begun

Brittani went to bed with a halo in her mouth
she powers over men
she has it all figured out
But I'm a hero
I'm a newborn baby crying all the time
I'm a hero, I'm a hero
flaunt my body
shut my eyes

I want to be a dancer
I want you to be enamored
I want you to notice
I want you

I pray to a god that I don't believe in
I pray to myself when no one will listen

just make things go back
to the way they used to be
or don't wake me up
just pull the plug
let me die in my

sleep oh baby c'mon
sleep oh baby c'mon
I'm a hero, I'm your fuckin savior
everything you need
I'm a hero, I am here
swallow your pride and come to me

I want to be a dancer
I want you to be enamored
I want you to notice
I want you