Demons

by Rachel Kline

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1.
Stop 02:46
Well I’m just so tired of everything I just can’t make it stop Yes I think I’ve had a bit too much I’m bout ready to drop and I said “I need you now” “I need this now” Well I’ve always been a mess but this is tearing me apart And I still don’t understand why its so hard to break your heart and i said “At least i tried” “You’re out of line” Well I see your eye on every girl that happens to pass by I’d love to go and punch them out I’d love to see you cry when I say “Go screw yourself” “You’ll burn in hell” I’m just so tired of everything I just can’t make it
2.
Therapy 02:26
They say I should go to therapy Well i guess I’m fuckin’ crazy They don’t know how crazy I can be ‘cuz i don’t wanna go to therapy ‘cuz then it’ll all be real to me and real is not where I wanna be So throw out all your books and don’t try and diagnose me ‘cuz there’s no way in hell you could see They say I should go to therapy ‘cuz I guess I’m just too sad but only time will dry my tears They say i should go to therapy it wouldn’t be half bad I say all I need is a few years So do the simple math and get it through your heads ‘cuz 1 plus 1 is tearing me to shreds OH! It’s hard to face the facts when all you love just hurts you so bad But i dont wanna go to therapy oh therapy oh therapyx2 I dont wanna go x3 to therapy
3.
Expired 05:01
Sleep is for the week/weak I’m falling Sick of her name you’re calling I’m so tired, so uninspired So I write these words to say I forgot how to feel it seems When before the pain was bursting my seams I guess this is stage 1 These conversations are coming undone We're all a bit selfish at times and to our bodies we commit terrible crimes but this battle I’m fighting within myself I’ll put in a box until it’s time to dwell on how bad things have been like what what went wrong and who you’ve been Holding it in when i just wanna break down I cannot escape this the darkest of clouds no nooo x2 it’s not fair x4 you don’t care x4 But I feel like it’s expired Too many times I've cried and tried to prove to a liar that some days are black and some are white Anxiety spills and I’m losing my mind I guess this is stage 2 I’m barely pieced together by insufficient glue and I’ve fought and fought ‘till I’m too sick and tired and I’ll live with this pain until that too expires When living seems like a chore and things are so different than they were before It seems i’ve forgotten to feel I don’t know what’s imagined and what is real Because chemicals can’t comprehend me but neither can people that claim that they know me when i don’t even know myself I don't wanna ask but I know I need help no nooo x2 it’s not fair x4 you don’t care x4 ‘cuz I’m drowning in this and I know I can’t cope I question a god’s sick idea of a joke a joke that is constant and never ends and a beautiful world that seems so pretend a joke that is constant and never ends and a beautiful world that seems so pretend a beautiful world that seems so pretend a beautiful world that seems so pretend a beautiful world that seems so pretend
4.
It’s a quarter to 4 and I’m still waiting for the end for someone to tell me it’s a dream One day I’ll wake up from this nightmare I’ll pretend and go on living my extremes I don’t need you I’m a mess I don’t need you I will prove it to myself Let’s go tonight everythings alright x2 Let’s go tonight you’ll never cross my mind x2 Its a quarter to 10 and I’m still thinking of the end in my minds eye they’re all the same It’s a quarter to 12 and I’m still drinking ‘till the end to all the lies I’m so ashamed I don’t need you I’m a mess I don’t need you I will prove it to myself Let’s go tonight everythings alright x2 Let’s go tonight you’ll never cross my mind x2 And I’ve been thinking I’ve been telling everyone i love you And I’ve been shutting out the world And I've been thinking I've been telling everyone I love you And I've been shutting out the world when they tell me to move on but I’m not that strong I don’t need you I’m a mess I don’t need you I will prove it to myself Let’s go tonight everythings alright x2 Let’s go tonight you’ll never cross my mind x2 tonight I’m fine I wanna die
5.
Paranoid 04:21
California Dreamin’ In the sun No you’re not the only one Who’s been let down ‘Cuz I’ve been California screamin’ for the one Who may have picked me up When I was too far down Age is just a number In the sky, oh my! We lost track of time ‘Cuz I’ve been destroyed Now I’m paranoid, I’m paranoid at best Yes it’s been dismissed, I’m so sick of this Try to fill this void with time Or till I’m satisfied Drown myself in people like me I never knew that they had the will to feel Build my paper mountains Like Lennon “Let it Be” But it’s so hard, when I don’t know if it’s real Age is just a number In the sky, oh my! We lost track of time ‘Cuz I’ve been destroyed Now I’m paranoid, I’m paranoid at best Yes it’s been dismissed, I’m so sick of this Try to fill this void with time Or till I’m satisfied Oh ‘till I’m satisfied Oooooooooh Oh noo no no ‘Cuz I’ve been destroyed Now I’m paranoid, I’m paranoid at best (instrumental) ‘Cuz I’ve been destroyed Now I’m paranoid, I’m paranoid at best Yes it’s been dismissed, I’m so sick of this Try to fill this void with time Or till I’m satisfied
6.
Demons 06:07
I've been running around i've been making the same mistakes that you do just to feel less lonely somehow I’ve been running around chasing it down chasing it down ‘cuz Anything is better than the truth I’ve found I've been carving secrets in my skin been holding back but i just wish that i could start up again My only friend until the end I’m sinking now I’m singing now Black the sky, the tears I cry What is this that I can't deny? These demons will be haunting me all night ‘cuz for you For you i give oh somedays I don't wanna live I don't know why I even try I don't know why I’m sinking now I’m singing now Black the sky, the tears I cry What is this that I can't deny? These demons will be haunting, haunting no I’m sinking now I’m singing now Black the sky, the tears I cry What is this that I can't deny? These demons will be haunting me all night I’ve been running around, Ii've been making the same mistakes that you do Just to feel anything at all

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This EP is a collection of songs that I wrote last year when I was in a really dark place. It tells the story of heartbreak and healing, recovery and relapse. These songs mean a great deal to me, and I hope you find your own meaning from them.

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released October 1, 2013

Produced by: Dan ABH
Recorded & Mixed by: Dan ABH at The Lab Sound Studio, Alexandria VA. Summer 2013
All songs written by: Rachel Kline
Album art by: Tori Lane

A huge thank you to everyone who made this record possible and supported me along the way. I couldn’t have done it without you.

An extra special thank you to Dan ABH for putting countless hours into this record and for helping me create the sound that I’ve always wanted but couldn’t achieve on my own. You not only recorded my EP, but you were patient with me and taught me why and how things were done in the studio. I honestly could not be happier with these songs, and I can’t thank you enough.

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